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charles's personal spaceMarch 18 maybewell I got my own computer back,, ok well I got a new one,, after getting frustrated with my last one and taking it apart I think maybe I learned a lesson,, just 'cause I do not think something is working right does not mean I can make it better by taking it apart,,'specially if do not know how to put it back together again,,now all I got to do is remember that lesson,, it took long enough to get this new comp though so it should make it easier to remember to keep my bloody fingers out of the inside of things but I DO have short term memory issues so,,,,, February 14 wellwell it is v-day and really I got more than I expected,, I mean I got flowers from jessica (only on here of course but,,,she don't know me anyplace else) and that actually goes a ways towards making me feel a little less alone,, after all somebody as cute as her decided I was worth a button push or two,, so there must still be hope,now to try to decide what to do with the rest of the day, thought about burying my head in the sand,, but well this is not hawaii or something,,it is too bloody cold for that kind of crap here,, so I don't know,, but I will try to find something uplifting to do,,,
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anybody gots beer February 13 valentinesI sometimes think that this whole valentines day thing was just invented to torture those of us without anyone to spend the day with,, oh I know for us it is cheaper,, we do not have to spend money on chocolates or roses or nothing,, but that is really not enough of a savings to make up for the fact that the whole world is telling us quite cleartly that we are alone,, and that must be because we cannot find anybody,, make us feel like ,, well like we have failed,, and this is not pleasant,, it is totally unfair,, but oh well,, not that a little bit of a rant is going to change anything,, and it sure would not help me find anybody,, so probably it is a good thing that almost nobody reads this anymore,, and none of them are close,,, but hey if I am wrong,, come tell me about it,, we can share the day,, cause if you aint got nothing better to do on valentines day than talk to somebody like me yuo must be as lonely as me so,,,,, February 12 thats overwell my last post was aboutr writing a girl a letter,, and in her reply to it she said it was going to be the last time I talked to her,, unfortunately she was right,, I just aint got no way to talk to where ever it is dead people go,, and it does not make me feel a lot better that I was one of the only things she said she was going to miss,, if I had meant that much I could have held her long enough for her to get over the things that were bothering her,, it is hard to blame yourself when a cyberfreind does something stupid but at the same time I guess I wouldn't be human if I didn't,, there should have been something I could do,, but there wasn't,,, due to time zones and stuff by the time I knew she had decided it was time it was done,, she was gone,, oh well,,, now to get on with the rest of my life,, and not just stand here in this one place with my head in my hands trying not to cry,,, well whatever February 09 thinkingok well I am here to try to think of something to say here,, normally for me that is not so much of a problem,, but I have just finished a letter to a girl,, yeah I wrote a girl a letter,, I do think she is special, in fact so much so that it was a 6 page letter,, plus some attachments,, and I know the next question is going to be when am I going to meet her parents,, well I think this time I am going to skip that part of the procedure,, that way when she dumps me there won't be so many people laughing at me,, you see she has already told me I am wonderful,, and that is usually what I get told at about the same time I am being told to hit the road,, so I am not sure what to think, maybe because she is getting things out of order she is going to forget about telling me to hit the road,, or she is going to do it already,, maybe it is going to be about to long of letters,,, oh well,, at least I would be going down for being me,, talking to much and or when I should have kept my mouth shut January 31 sorryok I am sorry,, I have been over on deviantART instead of here where I should have been,, but I have been on a poetry writing kick, not really sure why but it has been fun,,I am not sure if I am going to be here much more than I have been but I am not going to give up on this space,, it is where I have been at home for some time,, and I really enjoy the freedon here,, not that there isn't a lot of freedom there as well,, but hey you can all come see me there,, and I will always return to this my first love,, telling you fine folk what is going on in my head,, ok so that isn't usually much but at least I try to make it interesting,, not that I am always lucky enough to pull that off,, I mean it is hard to make boring interesting,,
hmmmm,,, maybe if I was to take off all my clothes and dance around
oh by the way there is where you can find me on Da if you want to check out what I have been doing January 21 life as a hobbitSometimes people amaze me,, I was just talking to a friend of mine and she was wanting to have a “hobbit” lifestyle,, now this sounds all simple and wonderfully bucolic,, but the truth of the matter is that there is much darn work involved that it is just overwhelming to think about,, I mean have you ever thought about what it takes to live like that,, I mean lets start the day,, you get up in the morning and run out to the outhouse,,, freeze your butt off,go back inside and get a fire started,, now if you are lucky you remembered to lay a fire the night before,, but probably you left a fire burning so it would be warm during the night, so you have to lay a fire and get it started, get the stove warmed up so you can start your coffee or tea,, but where did that come from, oh wait ,, you had to store it during last summer or fall,, then you go get your clothes on for the day,, and clothes,, now where did they come from,, do you have any idea how labor intensive it is to produce fabric for clothing,, and even just leather is a lot of work,, first you have to raise the animals and that means you had to already have raised the feed for them,, and then take care of the skin,, ‘cause you know it is not leather when you take it off of the animal,, and there is a lot of work involved in that,, but then after you have your clothes on you go fix breakfast,, that’s simple ,,oatmeal which are processed oats, and which takes specialized equipment,, or maybe pancakes,, there it is a lot more complicated it takes flour which is processed wheat and that is even more special equipment,, but ok you have what it takes to cook breakfast so you better build the fire up so you can cook on it,, now think about where that wood came from,, or for that matter the stove to cook on,, man it is so much more of a project to live a simple lifestyle,, I think I’ll stick to the condo |
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