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August 27 slavery ???????just for anybody who cares this is the reason for the post below this,, and by the way Dawn followed that up by making her space private,,, and I thought slavery of females for personal reasons was dead,, well I guess I was wrong,, grow the hell up people hi Charles, thank you for taking the time to read my scribbles. i have a man i love now and he reads my space, he was offended by erm..haha how you freely phrase your words, im not v.sure why. but i would really appreciate it if you could tone it down. i think this would bring back memories of how we first started in space, when my first comment to you was that you are welcome to weigh in on philosophical topics but as on the "love" bits...maybe we shld steer clear to avoid any unpleasant misunderstandings. your friend, dawn people,,,,get real damn itDawn this is for your boyfreind (and anybody else that don't get it) this place we are now,, this "cyberspace" is a new world,, a new kind of world,, here the only caress that can be felt,, is composed only of words,, lovers exist here that never meet,, that know they CAN never meet,, that does not make the love any less,, for here love can only be of the purest kind,, never sullied by the physical,, existing only in that most wondrous playground of all the mind,, it can not be said to not have any sexuality for the major part of sex is not of the body but of the mind,, in fact there is no feeling that is totally of the body,, it is only in the mind that all those tiny electrical and chemical signals get translated into meanings,, it is a wonderful thing that humanity is not limited to only being able to love a finite amount,, or number of times,, in fact the god that created us must have had a sense of humor for as much as we are programmed to be possessive of our mates so also are we hardwired to be more capable of love the more we love,, it makes you wonder,, god made us so we would be able to love one person more by loving more people,, ,,, makes you go hmmmm and for all the boyfreinds and girlfreinds who have problems with their significant other having lovers in this world,, get real,, by loving here they are being more capable of loving you,, the more they love here,, the more openly they love here,, the more love they have to give you,, the more you try to restrict anyones love,, the less they will have to give you,, they more you try to control another person,, the less control of them you will have,, August 26 A simple lieI hear your words saying what I want to hear yet like a mirage in the desert I know the closer that I get to them the further they will be until like a dream they are gone vanishing like a fog in the sun leaving no trace that ever they were spoken honestyWhy is honesty such a hard thing for people to get a grip on,, I mean it is really pretty easy to be honest with people,, all it takes is to not say things that you do not mean,, and then when you do say them stand by them,, I mean if you say you are going to do something is it that hard really to do so,, and if it is going to be that hard why did you say it in the first place,, now I am not talking about the going to do <blank> forever kind of things,, hell forever is such a long time that we can never know what is going to happen,, but next week isn't like that,, we can work with next week ( or tomorrow ,, or soon,, or any short time reference),, and we can make plans,, we can change plans,, it is only when it doesn't matter that we neglect to follow through,, and if it doesn't matter why did you say it to begin with,, don't people realise that doing that causes them to not be trustworthy,, and without trust what does a person have to offer anyone,, I mean once you are not trustworthy it doesn't matter what you say,, anything from “I am going down to the store” to “I love you” they don't mean anything,, and then what has that done to your value as a human being,, after all it is only trust that allows us to communicate with each other,, for we trust that each word we use has a meaning to the other person, and once that trust is gone does it matter if a person says “I am going to do such an such” or “my name is” or “I love you” what does any of these things mean,, and if you know a person is not telling the truth to somebody else why should you expect them to tell the truth to you,, and for how long are they going to do so,, after all if you will lie to that person you will lie to me,, for it is YOUR words that have no value,, not the person you are lying to,, it does not matter the value of the person you lie to,, they can be the lowest form of humanity that exists,, it is YOUR honor that has been lost,, is it worth it?? do you really want me to have to look out the window when you say it is a nice day just to see if you are lying again honesty really is best and easiest TRUST ME!!! August 25 colors of your soulHow many colors are there hidden in the soul of us all emotions so often are described that way the colors of anger and sadness hatred and love every though every word colored by what we are every stage of our life a veritable kaleidoscope and no way to record it no history of the colors inside no memories after we are gone all the colors fade and are no more when we leave this life so share the colors of your soul let the beauty not be hidden clouds of graywell I haven't put any of this in here for a while,, so just to remind everybody I do it sometimes here is a picture for you to read,,, and if you can't read well you are in the wrong damn place :) Clouds of a million shades of gray sliding across a sunless sky slowly covering all the heaven as loneliness has filled my soul another day may bring the sun another love may someday come till then I welcome the rain as a reflection of my heart a mirror of my soul what nowwhat
now,, well I have been doing depression and relationships,, strange
aint it how them two go together so well,,but I suppose that because
I am doing both of them,, and they are not totally connected,,
or maybe they are but that is not to say they are not seperate
entities ,, and they can both attack at the same time,, talk about
getting blindsided,, I mean just imagine this,, you are setting
around being like totally depressed,, wondering why you are even
alive and you get this text "I've decided we aren't together
anymore 'cause I am in bed with this other guy" , now I mean
this is enough to make you wonder about alternatives,, not to
say I quite got that in one txt,,it was a couple,, but at that point
I had depression with both hands around my throat,, and then the
relationship kicks me in the balls,, let me tell you for sure,,
that IS two different feelings,, and not one of them is good
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